15 october 2011

still waiting for d day...ngehehe

teacher noor afiqah...

it's irony, rite...
okay. from now on, let's make it alive again. yiiiiiha! hahahaha.

few more days n d eid is coming...hoyeiii

menghitung hari jek lagi...then kite akan dgr takbir berkumandang di mana2...
such a beautiful moment that day will be - 1 syawal...
after 30 days fasting in Ramadhan, we're gonna celebrate in Syawal...we can see how scenic and how beautiful  Islam is...

dear i wonder why...
maybe, well...according to ummi's plan, we're going to celebrate Eid at Kemaman first...after the solat, makan2, salam2, jalan2 sikit...then, we're off to Kelantan to meet all d lovable people there...

hmmm...one point here...
it just struck my mind suddenly when writing this down.

i wonder if most of us tend to be closer with the relatives on d mother's side? compared to d father's side of family? hehe...i don't know...but, from what i can see do far, most of d people i know prefer d mother's side. as an example, my family...hehehe...( abah won't read dis, rite? never...if he does, he might get upset. well, i'm +ve that he's x going to read this) . all six of us, i think, prefer those in Kelantan. am i rite? hmm. how bout sue? never mind. and indeed, i did ask few of my frens before n it turns out that d mother is the winner.

i wonder...
if, someday, when i get married, have children, which side will my children like more?
my side? or d other side?
hehehe :) never mind...take care...terawih cume tinggal wape hari jek lagi...jgn malas2 taw... :)

semalam...mlm ke 25 terawih

salam...
hehe...rini bangun agak lambat...around 9.00 a.m. hehe. tu pun coz umi n ayong kejutkan suh g kunci pintu as they're going out to d pasar :) n ayong sempat calitkan bedak di mukaku yg tgh mamai2 tu...

last nite was pretty amazing. for d first time dis ramadhan, fqa wat terawih 20 rakaat, yg biasanye cuma 8 rakaat. ntah kenapa, alhamdulillah, malam tadi rase nak sambung plak. i feel like there are so many things yg nak dihajatkan dari Tuhan...n i did it. CONGRAT'S to myself. haha. then, i got d first air mineral... okay for ur information, i wonder why... those yg wat terawih sampai 21 rakaat akan will be given air mineral. so, officially, i got my first one last nite. i do love it so much....then, at 3 in d morning, we got qiamullail at d mosque n my family n i woke up at 2.30 to get ready for that.

hehe.
u wanna know something? kitorang bukan r selalu wat qiamullail ni. jarang...so, last nite, after terawih, we did some study on how to solat tasbih. we took out books on solat sunat n studied...STUDY okay... :) at 2.30 a.m. , before going to d mosque, again we did some revision on how to solat tasbih. pretty funny but memorable experiences...i did like it... last nite was great. it felt so cold n so peaceful...

plus, our cat, si dubuk actually ikut kitorang gi masjid on d way to qiamullail. do not want to interrupt the others, i had to carry her back home as she insisted to coming along. hehe...i had to lock her inside d house, by then only i managed to go to d mosque........

I LOVE ISLAM....my last word for this entry.

being a 'penanam anggur'

hmmm...
dear i wonder why...

i don't know what to say now. i'm pretty bored with this waiting.
i just curious bout what is the real issue behind all of these? what makes it so hard for us? we just want a confirmation. a confirmation regarding when, where and will....that's it!

i believe that it has been 2 months since i started becoming a 'penanam anggur'. yeah...i do not hate it, coz there are lots of good and beneficial things that i can do at home. like - do d dobi things (basuh, jemur, n lipat), kemas2 umah, bagi mknan kat those abah's pets (angsa, arnab, kucing, burung, ayam api, itik, n ayam belanda ), clearkan sink, n etc...i love doing those things. it just that, sometimes, i feel pretty bored with d same old routine...huhu... anyhow, i am still unemployed, so, just cut d crap and live ur life well.

sujiiiiii

salam ramadhan...

hehe. ke hadapan i wonder why (iww),
for ur information, ramadhan dah x lama, ade lebey kurang 10 hari jek lagi. maksudnyer, tinggal lagi 1/3, kan? dah x lama tu...alhamdulillah, setakat ni, fqa tak miss lagi terawikh except mase 'cuti'. hehe.
i love ramadhan...syaitan kene ikat kan, masa ni? maksudnyer, possibility utk buat jahat kurang r, kecuali kalu dah mmg sifat jahat ade dlm diri seseorang. huhu...betul x?

tujuan fqa tulis entry kali ni, sebab nak bagitau kat iww bout my favorite kueh this ramadhan. <3

kalu tahun lepas, fqa suke mama carrie, this year, fqa sangat giler dekat kueh sugi, how to spell? sugi or suji? whatever, tak kisah, tapi kueh yg rase dier mcm susu2 tu. sangat best. nikmat biler makan. ritu ayong dah beli sebekas, kitorang mkn n habis terus mlm tu. memang syedap r...tadi ptg, ayong dah tlg belikan lagi 2 bekas kueh yg same, dari kedai yg same. kalu beli yg kedai lain, rase die kureng...cannot beat this one. :)

mama carrie pun fqa still suke...ayong pun ade belikan utk fqa sebekas. sayang die kat adiknyer yg tgh menganggur ni. die taw fqa suke mama carrie n sugi, jadi dier pun pesan kueh tu dari cikgu sekolah.

utk pengetahuan iww,
fqa ingat lagi raya yg dulu dulu dulu tu... pantang g beraya umah org, fqa mesti cari kueh mama carrie. kalu ade, mmg balang kueh tu akan duk atas riba fqa jek r. makan n makan. sangat suke. ade sekali tu, kat umah arwah tok sue, fqa makan sampai licin balang tu.hehehe. tgk badan r. walaopon nasi x makan banyak mane, tapi, fqa mmg tak boley tolak kueh2 favorite ni. tak pernah puas. sian kat perut. hehe. nasib bek raya sekali setahun jek, kalu x, makin tembam r jawabnyer....mangsa dis year is kueh sugi...wait for me...

hmm...nak letak gmbr kueh sugi yg best tu kat sini, tapi fqa malas r nak transfer, lain kali r ek. tapi mmg fqa nak bagitau kat iww, kueh sugi ni mmg best giler. kalu sekali makan, mmg susah nak berenti. ngehehe.

yg kat bawah, fqa ade letak gmbr kueh sugi, tapi bukan yg beli tu..yg ni, amek dlm internet.
haaaa...one more thing, just now, fqa ade tgk2 gmbr kuih sugi, name dier yg len , kueh arab ek? i wonder why tau tak? well, fqa baru taw, at least, i learn something today. :)

biskut sugi - amek kat internet.

my lost...

salam...


dear i wonder why,
u wanna knoe something?
i'm heartbroken. my love just left me...forever...

yesterday morning, i could still remember how he looked at me...he was quite healthy yesterday, unlike the previous days, weeks...he managed to walk on his own.he managed to make his own way to the food that i prepared.and he even ate that food.i felt good seeing that.

but, deep in my heart, i did wonder, 'is this d sign that u're gonna leave me sooner?'
i didn't dare to think about that. i simply ignored the thought n feeling that i had deep inside me. i kept it far away at the bottom of my heart... i just wanted to enjoy seeing u healthy. coz i love u so dearly...

dear i wonder why...
although i kept denying it...well, it did happen. my love did leave me couple of hours after that. i found him lying on the road, in front of d gate...'are u trying to run away from me? don't u want to be wit me anymore? do u hate me? or...do u hate seeing me crying bcoz of u?' (!_!)

my dear PORONG

my love...
u knoe that i don't want u to go, rite?
u knoe that i always want u by my side, rite?
u knoe that it hurts me seeing u sick, rite?
n that's d reason for u to leave me when u are dying...tenkiu porong...

PORONG... 

u love to sit n sleep on my lap.
u love it when i play with u.
u love it when i stroke ur fur altough u jarang mandi...
u love it when i always priorotize u than any other cats.
u love it when i let u lick d food on my hand.
u hate it when i take u for bath...hahaha
u'll always be in my mind, heart, n soul just like COMEL, PANDA n BELANG...

angah sayang PORONG...kami semua sayang PORONG

 

thanx for everything.
i knoe, u left for the best...Allah knows everything, what's d best for u, for me, n for all of us...

it's part n parcel of our lives...
death will come at anytime...we just need to be prepared with breakfast set of IMAN, lunch set of ISLAM, evening tea set of IKHLAS, dinner set of TAKWA, supper set of REDHA...

i wonder why...
fqa tulis ni pom, just nak lepaskan rase sedey ni...
memang, mase tulis ni, air mate mengalir lagi...tapi, insyaAllah...ni yg last.fqa cube utk tak sedey2 lagi dgn kehilangan PORONG...orang kata, kawan dtg n pergi, kucing pom mcm tu kot ek.hehehe...
semoga lepas ni, kite same2 jadi lebih kuat mengharungi kehidupan duniawi ni sebab perjalanan kite yg sebenarnye ialah utk ukhrawi...fqa taw, tak boley lebihkan duniawi...matlamat kite, nun jauh disana, mengharapkan keredhaan ALLAH...

hmmm...i wonder...who will be my next love after PORONG? huhuhu...but, for sure, utk mase terdekat ni, takde r kot...bye PORONG...

innalillah...

take care i wonder why... salam...